Hi Guys,
Friday 13th is an unlucky day. Not for me. For some reason, I survive these superstitious days without harm...and then get walloped on Saturday 14th! It has always been this way.
So, you guessed it, Saturday 14th November I yielded to my curiosity and took a peek at some internet pornography; bringing to an end my happy run of 140-days porn-free.
What did I discover? A rush of chemicals through my system is what I discovered. My heart was beating fast and hard as I clicked onto that first page, waiting for the images to appear. What would happen to me? Would I spontaneously combust? Would I get hooked into an ongoing loop of fantasy and projection? I was treading old and new ground at the same time. Oddly familiar, yet strangely (and thankfully) not something that felt like an unconscious habit.
