Hi Guys,
I am now on the 71st day of my 90-day porn-free challenge. For almost three months I have not once looked at, searched for, nor glimpsed a piece of pornography. I haven’t ejaculated in that time also. So, to be honest, I’m feeling a bit superhuman.
Now, you could say that I have cheated somewhat because I’ve just returned from a month surrounded by naked people in various Tantra and Conscious Sexuality Festivals and Pelvic-Heart Integration Activations. All of whom were most happy enjoying their (newly re-found) eroticism and sensuality. It was certainly a great relief from the mini-struggle I was having whenever I sat at my computer.
That being said, as I return to a more internet-based lifestyle it still feels more or less normal to not feel a victim to the sexual fantasies and images that occasionally surface in my head. Previously, such mental erotica would be a frequent occurrence that would then trigger a bout of porn browsing and/or passive wanking.
So, at 71-days in, I guess one of the questions that need answering is how sexual do I feel? Have I given up and gone all celibate-asexual or have I freaked out and gone crazy-horse-horny? Neither really, but the changes are apparent.
